Thursday, February 13, 2014

New Story


This is what I have been working on lately! 
Tell me if you want more!


      I had never felt so alone, so miserable in my entire life. I was drained of everything I had. No energy, no reason to stay alive. I has pushed all I could. There was no one who cared anymore...not even myself. I tried running and hiding...but there was no use he had taken over me. And I think it's time to tell the story.

      It was not an unusual day. I was making pizza, sitting in my room with my laptop online. I remember watching the funniest video. The slight sun was creeping through the curtains like it had power over how they moved. The slight "creek" of the door when the wind hit it comforted me, making me feel not so alone. I was laughing, hard. Crying in fact when I realized they were tears of despair. For what, I didn't know. I could feel him watching over everything I did. He was always there. I tried running, I gave up. I still hadn't given him a name and no one believed when I said someone was controlling me. They all told me to go to a mental hospital. But they couldn't help me. He had finally crossed the line, abuse. I was waking up in shreds. Cuts and bruises all over my body. He had started war and I was finally ready to fight back......

Monday, January 27, 2014

Sorry!

Sorry it has been a while. I have been doing a lot and focusing on other things I forgot about my blog. I will try and get back on the swing of writing everyday again for you guys. Sorry for the absence ! Be back soon!

THANKS FOR READING! STAY SERENE!

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Struggles

I wanted to sit down and write. Write something formal, but yet I can't think of anything to write. I look forward to but also dread writing on this blog everyday.  I am always nervous about disappointing anyone that reads this. Not knowing what to write is one of the biggest struggles for writers. It scares me but makes me excited to continue writing for all of you guys. I hope you enjoy my writing and can relate!

THANKS FOR READING! STAY SERENE! :D

Email me!

     Hey everyone. I wanted to let you all know that if you wanted me to discuss certain topics or issues on my blog you can email me suggestions for different ideas at

-- Spoulin2010@gmail.com --


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Tuesday, January 21, 2014

So

    I got up this morning not wanting to move or breathe. I soon pulled myself out of bed and got ready for my day. But all it takes is that one moment of not wanting to move or breathe that causes your whole world to be shut down. Don't let it control you.

            Man cannot explore the ocean until he looses sight of the shore.

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Sunday, January 19, 2014

Productive

      I feel productive. I got up and did something to benefit myself. Which is a big step in the right direction for not only me..but the people in my life around me.  And I'm glad. I just hope it lasts.

 

               You can't start the next chapter if you keep re-reading the last one.


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Saturday, January 18, 2014

Nothing

     As I look at the clock i see it is approaching 8 p.m. and think I should probably write a blog post. But there is nothing to write about. I feel shut down. Nothing I say or do makes me want to move, live, anymore. I am just not sure what is making me like this. And that is the problem....I can't find the problem, so, I can't find the solution. It's just as simple as that. 


  The key to happiness is making someone else feel like they are the cause of it. 


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